hmm, us sitting on the floor in cold storage hehehee
new boots!
preparing to go out with yuling !

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listening to, i wanna love you forever - jessica simpsons

lolss. haven't updated for awhile
okay.. i met up with yuling last last saturday !
OMG I MISS HER SO MUCH !
believe me she's still as nutty as before
had so much fun hehe

but.. hehe made darling very worried cos when i reach home
and went to bed and stuff i forgot to msg darling to tell him not to worry
then he was so worried abt me ihad like 13 missed calls and msgs in the morning
so sweet darling ! i'm sorry to made you get all worried mmmmuacks !
next day darling accompany me and went to my church
so sweet hehe, althought darling very tired still pei me go =)
then afterthat we went to cineleisure L9
we got a so called "chamber"
&played Xbox &&&& pc
i was damn slow luhh ! hehe, so paiseh but so fun curled up beside darling so sweet
note: it's damn freezing there ! so if you're afraid of the cold like me BRING YOUR SWEATERS/JACKETS WHATSOEVER !


last wed, thursday, friday, saturday met up with him
hehe i un-plug you arh ! waste electricity ! hahahahahahs it was so freaking funny *winks*
it's our secret ((:

my sweet baby made breakfast for me ! mmmmmuacks ! how sweet *full of smiles*

ytd i was gonna sleep lerh, then suddenly ma' bitch msged me

bran: hey bimbo. sleep already ?
fidel: lying in bed luhh.
bran: oh.. hahas. didnt really see you just now hais.. hahas. lying on your bed doing what ?
fidel: lying in bed hugging my piggie, bolster &&& my chou chou !
bran: hahas.. i also got chou chou HAHAS ! smells nice ! hahas..
fidel: my mummy say it's smelly but no luhh !
bran: my mummy also say so smelly.. still dont wanna throw hahas. my chou chou is small de. i envy my younger cousins they got bigger chou chou from my grandma

fidel: when i get married i wanna bring my chou chou along, if my future laogong don't allow i don't marry him LOLSS !
bran: hahas.. MAD AR ? marry also want to bring along .. hahas

&&&&&& i FINALLY PACKED MY CUPBOARD TODAY !

damn. my comp fucking CRASHED.

new cosmetics shopping list

the must-gets:
red earth - secretpotion(white)
red earth - visual affairs ( caribbean fantasy)
anna sui-super mascara volume up (black)
anna sui- SUI ROUGE S
anna sui - face colour accent (400)
ettusais - lip palette in sweet

the desired:
anna sui- whitening intensive serum
paul & joe - lipstick in pink grapefruit
estee lauder - pure colour crystal

&&&&&& today ______'s mum actually called me "xiao baobei"
OMG ! i was blushing like siao

talked to rafe on webcam, his so cute, his doggie even cuter can !

thank god there's weixin, i meeting him on saturday for maths again !

don't feel so down alright, ma' bitch?
SMILE LIKE ME ! cheer up okay ?

sherlynn you make me laugh like fuck.
ILOVEYOU ! you have me, honey ! ((:

_______ i love you ! i wanna be more thoughtful
wanna be more understanding
wanna be the good girl you love ! LOVE YOU !
you will pass your driving test.
i say will then will !! hehe
you will de you will de YOU WILL DE ! *SHOUTS*. MIND POWER !

love my baby truckloads !

update:
i'm not feeling well.
feel like vomiting.
i want some hugs people :(
my gwennie's really sweet, thank god i've got her.

TODAY
went for facial after sch with shellchi
damn the beautician
farking irritating
people go there relax
then doing face massage
she keep nagging ask me to sign for package blah blah
piss me off.

SUNDAY
i went to buy a new foundation !
the new maybelline dream matt mousse
it's SO GOOD ! lolss,
&&&&& i bought a new lippie !

SATURDAY
cooked for darling
actually wanted to make bian tang for darling !
but well,
we went to ice skate !
MAN, it was totally scary for me.
____don't so fierce la
i scared mar
i have things that i fear like ____do.
not patient enough don't wanna teach me don't teach lor.
at night went to watch ice age2
it's super super super super ssuuppeerr funny !
4 out of 5 bites.
MUST WATCH IT PEOPLE !
i was laughing like mad throughout the movie can.

BRANDON ! YOU BITCH!
I DONT DRINK/EAT PAPAYA!
SHUTUP LAH!
IT'S FUCKING NATURAL!
LOLSS.
- chill, don't take me too seriously.

sometimes in life, i'm just so lonely.
sometimes i just wanna feel that particular person's presence,
feel that that one person is there for me all this while
when i'm sad,
when i'm lonely,
when i need that one person.
- althought that very one was there for me sometimes,
love me truckloads,
cared for me so much.
treat me so well.
but.. i'm still lonely in my life.

whatever, i have my new besties. FLOR &WEISAN!
lolss, the siao charbohs!

i had so much fun today,
weisan &flor was super super super funny.
i had so much fun at sch today

sunday:
had so much fun with jx lolss
i'm a big bully ! bully jx !
but nvm la, he's there for me to bully heheheh
then we went to buy ingredients for lagsana &shepherd's pie
serene came to my house to learn how to cook lagsana &shepherd's pie

yah, i burned my finger
dunno how come i so dumb also i just dipped the top sector of my right middle finger into boiling water.
uber painful ! i was getting all teary le T-T

saturday:
darling came to cook breakfast for me =)
very sweet hor ?
darling only cook for me only lor ! only me ME ME !!

i'm feeling so FUCKING STRESSED-UP.
i haven't been feeling so uncomfortable after the projectsuperstar phrase.
fuck it.
fuck those period cramps, fuck those
fcuk fuck fuck FUCK IT !

i'm sad, cheer me up? anyone ?
show me love.

he doesn't care., so what if i'm crying ?
sometimes, some people just make me feel this world is so ugly.
every single things used to be beautiful in my eyes, now i see the ugliness.

this morning during P.O.A lesson,
my period suddenly come
walao, so paiseh lorh i had to get a pad from weisan in class
lolss then i had very very very bad cramps
the pain was so bad
i couldn't even sit up properly =(
thank god there's WEISAN !!!
panadol ! lolss !
*hug weisan & start cry thankfully*

then we went to watch the judo tournament
our school lost quite badly, saddening

after school we went to play volleyball with flor, weisan, rach, angelina, huiqi, eugene
lolss, flor say " wahh, 1st time see fidelis play volleyball leh "
hehe i'm not into sports mar. lolss
now my wrist so red >.<
play until it start raining still continue playing !
haven't get all drenched in rain for a long long time le
but it was so much fun !

then actually going home le,
budden on my way home bumped into kinwai ( MY MAID ! LOLSS ) & randall
my kinwai very man lor, got one bruise on his chin lolss
got hit during the judo match, still got blood lor
so man can ! lolss and he's like super cute la
then the three of us keep gossiping &gossiping
very fun leh, lolss !
then they boh sent me home cos it was pretty late le
my kinwai SIBEH MAN !
LOLSS !

i went to gmask my phone ! cost me a total of 38+22.80=60.80bucks! the 12 swarovski crytal one by one was carefully glued onto the wrap. it's even more beautiful than the pictures !

TADA..!


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friday:
well, went shopping with felicia
i haven't seen her for a long long, long time lor
hmm..two years ago it was also her who accompanied me to meet darling for the 1st time.. hehehe! sounds really long ago huh ?
got darling something from RE at the hereen, really happy that he liked it muacks !
hmm..i got myself some starburst candies from candy empire anyway! LOVE 'EM !
watched hotel rawanda, really really nice show
4 out of 5 bites. a total must watch !

saturday:

did nothing at home, rot rot &rot. evening went for music practise, such a kill throat.

sunday:

went to church really early today, starts at 9 this week somemore i was the backup singer but before i even could do my make up, we had to leave already. and all i've done was to style my hair!! i ahven't even started on make-up at all ! so i had to fucking do it in the car, man. IT WAS SO TOUGH! the foundation and everything was all right, but mascara ! >.<>

went home to get my stuff, dad sent me to downtown east. i was meeting weisan, flor &karen at the entrance of wild wild wet @ 12pm. &&&i was like freaking scared i couldnt meet them or what, cos they were already there at 9plus, so i cannot call them to find out where they are it was so scary can ! like.. how, if they forget the time and didnt come to meet me at the entrance.. scary leh.. wait there alone.. lolss.

it was alot alot of fun ! omg i totally hate the tsunami pool ! even with the stupid float you still have to struggle to stay above water, fuck. then what the hell is it for ? and the wave ! AHH! the wave lasted so long ! the four of us was like trying so hard to keep together *pant pant* it's killing me, i swear my leg muscles were toner the next day. and today i didnt go to school because of the bodyache, when i swing my arms still got *kiak kiak* sound de. VERY SCARY LOR! i thought might break or what.

lolss, i wanted to play the slide up so much !! but none of them wanted to play it ! *sobs* lolss ! weisan was like so so funny can ! we were play ular-lar mar, the 6 people ride. weisan was like grabbing on so tightly, her expression was.. i cannot describe !! she's so cute la.

and i was so so stupid to forget to bring and extra shirt so flor lend me hers. i gotta thank her so much phew, then we went to eat pizza hut ! both flor &fidel LLOOVVEE sweet 'n spicy drumlets! we had like.. 5 each ! and we shared a hawaiian pizza

monday:

didnt go to sch.. i woke up with this really bad bodyache lor, when i tried to sit up it was already very painful. thennnnnnnnn at 1 plus i went to compass point, got my brows trimmed at Leonard Drake, FUCK! i didnt know plucking brow was SO fucking painful. the last time i went for brows trimming at jean yip yishun branch (btw, it was a very bad job @ jean yip) they dont use tweezers but instead they use blades. but truthfully, the slow & painful brow job @ Leonard Drake was so so so much better than jean yip. The environment was tonnes better than jean yip, soothing music the lighting was just right (not too glaring)